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[changement]

PLAYER

NAME: mariana torres monarch butterfly
CONTACT: vdova or PMs
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: EST
BRACKETS/PROSE: either
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: suicide ideation/attempts, body dysmorphia

IN CHARACTER

PHYSICAL AFFECTION: tentative yes
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: yes but she'll retaliate
RELATIONSHIPS: yes
PSYCHIC & PSIONIC INFORMATION: only basic defenses against this. those who initially try will find it's like trying to break into a plastic cage; her emotions are pretty readable but her specific thoughts are harder to read unless you find cracks that you can widen. if you do there's a lot of darkness and regret.
MAGICAL INFORMATION: able to alter perception and temporarily change her own appearance and physiology, though the latter leads to negative physical effects (bigger changes to her own body leave her with migraines, body aches, and nausea, especially if she sustains them for longer periods of time).
MEDICAL INFORMATION: as mentioned altering her appearance and physiology leads to illness that lasts for at least the amount of time she's had to sustain the change without shifting back. there's a tiny scar in the crook of her arm from an attempt at ODing to end her contract early (this was unsuccessful and lead to her contract being extended). appears 28, will for the next 100+ years.
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: TBA

OUT OF CHARACTER

BACKTAGGING: absolutely
THREADHOPPING: depends
FOURTHWALLING: don't tell her she's not real
NOT INTERESTED IN: TBA

FIRST IMPRESSIONS

VISUAL: 5'7, brunette, brown eyes. dresses in clothing that's for the most part form-fitting but flexible (think activewear/bodysuits layered with more appropriate jackets/sweaters/accessories, jeans, shirts, and dresses with stretch to them, or removable layers; kind of like how the animorphs would dress so they could still stay clothed). portrayed by adria arjona.
AURAL: low and a little raspy. speaks fluent english and spanish.
OLFACTORY: jasmine.
DEMEANOUR: TBA

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[changement]

name: monarch butterfly
age: 28
when did they start the pact: 2015
nationality/languages: english, spanish
height: 5'7
do they live in the mansion: yes (begrudgingly)
powers: altered perception/limited shapeshifting; both leave her ill after sustaining an illusion or change to her appearance for extended periods of time
brief history: (cw: suicide ideation/attempt and depression)
- real name: mariana torres
- grew up in san diego, relatively happy but unsatisfied
- had tried pursuing a career as a dancer that got cut short with an injury due to a car accident and spent years wondering what might have been if she hadn't gotten hurt (enter raiz)
- wanted out as she started realizing the effects her abilities had on her body which left her increasingly frustrated, angry, and depressed
- tried to end her contract early only to have years added on, pretty pissed off about her situation
- doesn't practice her abilities often because of the effects on her body. isn't sure if this would help her situation but is only interested in doing the bare minimum until her contract ends anyway
- mentors tbd?
personality traits:
- nihilistic and sardonic but pretty soft and caring once you get close enough
- very lonely
what you can expect from this character: sarcasm and cynicism
current cr: ????